I dont know what to do next

Im sat here and im a mess my hubby got up this morning and his condition is back in a bad way we went up to the doctors like we were supposed to if this happened and he went to make the necessary appointment in llanelli hospital and they refused to see him we nor the doctor could believe this as he has been a regular patient for the past 22 months eventually the dr managed to make him an appointment for another hospital which is over an hours drive away at 2pm which means i couldnt even go with him as the boys finish school at 2.55opm hes just left and im a mess i dont know what to do with myself or how to behave at all im hoping someone signs into msn soon but then again i may just clean as soon as the kids come home im out of here im going to go meet him back at my dads as soon as he is discharged but as theyve only just left i really dont know when ill hear or what will happen im not good at waiting and i really dont want any bad news things are supposed to get better not worse its just not fair