Happy mothers day Mam

33 years this year Mam, I wish that you could of seen us grow up and meet my boys, I hope I make you proud I love you so much xxx

WOOOOHOOOO

I dont know how I did it but I did!!! I managed to lose 7lbs this week!!! must be the get fit with Mel B game i bought and nearly into a smaller size too!!! just have to hope i manage to keep it off!!!!!

Happy birthday Leon

My youngest turns 17 today, where has the time flown to? I hope he has a fantastic day I really do one of the last few we will get to spend with him before he is too big I guess xx

Time to say goodbye.

Today we are saying goodbye to my husbands sister, I didnt know her my husband didnt really either as she was his half sister, but we both thought it was important to go and say goodbye. We had a warm friendly welcome from the family we did know. Its always hard saying goodbye such a sad time.

AT the beach

Its not spring yet but is never the wrong time for the beach and our puppy loves it there!!!

REALLY????

How much mess can a teenage boy be comfy to life in in all honesty??? Im sure there is less rubbish on a tip than Leon's bedroom and I for one an sick to death of it and in all honesty Jkaes inst that much better. All these boys do in the house is their own rooms they are far to lazy to help with anything else and they still expect it all... Ive had enough. My hormones have kicked in big time today and between the feeling sick and being in total agony I am sick to death of everyone and everything. It would be wise to run the otherway if you see me coming for the next few days I am likely to say what I think rather tahn what I should you have all been warned in advance.

Positive out look, well I tried...

I really did try today!!! I got up I went shopping with my Dad, I did my zumba, chatted to a friend, sat with Sammy  for an hour, got my mind set for a new look at a new week, new month.....it don't last long. And I should be used to it really, in all honesty is anything in this life as simple as it sounds?? 

It just goes to show what a person put into a situation who doesn't belong there can do to a family and its ripping ours apart. But there's nothing that can be done about it. I keep being told oh it will fizzle out, but I really don't think it will, once you mix with poison it rubs off on you and is harder and harder to pull away from it no matter how bad it gets. Time to turn a blind eye or its going to continue to eat at us all. Playing Chinese whispers so it says just with the people you want. 

Here's hoping for a better day tomorrow x

last day

Today has been another quiet lovely day a time to zumba first thing, yes I know on a sunday too!!! I amazed myself as my wrist and shoulder are just so painful this morning I didn't think I would be able to if I'm really honest.

 Leon has decided that he is staying out tonight even thought it is a college night, he doesn't start until 12.20 though so I am going to see how it goes, I have warned him though he is to come home and have a shower and get changed before he goes as I have not seen him since he walked Altanta to the train station Saturday evening at 6.20 boy my kids are growing up too fast :-((

Any way my picture for today is one of the gifts that Leon got me for xmas, I really loved playing Dante's inferno on the PS3 so he bought me my own Dante and I love him!!! So I wanted you to see :-))

Happy Saint David's day

I would like to wish everyone a very happy Saint David's day we have already had cawl and welsh cakes in the best few weeks and yes I guess I could of kept them for today but never mind :-)) I am going to try something new this month which is a picture for every day I'm not sure atm weither it will be something I am doing, somewhere I am or just something I am thinking about we will just have to see how the mood takes me I guess :-))

Tonight we have a very unusual child free night which isn't a bad thing after last night, geess it comes to something when you have to be careful what you say in your own house because your every word and movement seems to be being reported back to someone who apparently doesn't want anything to do with your or your life, confused?? I know I am... but there you go I guess.

 Any way our night was wonderful just chilling and relaxing watching tv together after a cooked a lovely but healthy meal and we shared a bottle of wine. Yes just a bottle I am going to be cutting right back again otherwise this weight is never going any where and all the exercise I am doing will be for nothing, I can do it I have done it before but living here sometimes its just easier said than done.