Getting prepared

I cant believe how quickly a year has passed even though it wasnt a shock that the letter arrived in the post two weeks ago because i knew it was coming again. Its time for my yearly breast screening again and im dreading it. Not so much in the fact that i dont want to have it because that would be silly its the sensable thing to do then if i do get anything at least they will detect it early and hopefully that means i would recover. Im doing it for my boys i could of said no but i decided maybe its for the best just so i know whats what. I just really hate having it done its just so uncomfortable because im not exactly small in that area theres a lot of boob to get squashed into that machine but at least this year i am prepared for what they are going to do to me not like last year. My husbands been on the edge since the letter arrived and i know hes not going to be able to relax until the results come back hopefully clear again. Me im ok theres no point in worrything about these things i just wish he would relax a little. Anyway enough of that talk... Ive had a little bit of time and i have put a few stitches in on my fairy a quarter of the chart is now done so i am getting somewhere at least according to the paper anyway lol ill let you be the judge of it :-))). Weve had more lovely weather so ive been working like a mad person getting the front garden under control we have crazy paving under some of the hedges and i hate it!!! Takes so much time to do who ever thought that was a good idea has a lot of explaining to do i can tell you!!!! But the weathers changed and its raining and cold after getting a shade browner in the garden on sunday just wish it would its mind up and decide if its spring or not then we would know where we are isnt it :-))).