ZUMBA!!!!

This is going to hurt I know it is as its been a long while what with my shoulder being so bad, but its time I have to do this, I have gotten so lazy apart from walking to the dog that is and I've eaten way more than I should of this last week so here goes nothing!!! Its time to try one of the disks I had from my zumba for xmas.

Jake is sat here shaking his head at me as I am dying on the sofa....lol...he keeps saying what did you expect Mam?? you only went and picked rush...which is the 20 minute disk the shortest in the collection...but..the most intense!!! and even though I am now dying I really loved every minute of it!!! I have missed it so so so much I need to get this back to a regular thing in my lIfe i really do :-)) and I didn't stop there either I went straight into just dance 2014 :-))

Boy the rain really coming down out there tonight i hope everyone stays safe and there is no more flooding xx

Sunday sunday

Its funny how one persons words and actions can change the way you are feeling. Well tonight the plan was a sweet and sour pork followed by a nice night cwtching on the sofa watching a movie or two with my hubby, well it doesn't work that way when your kids don't want you to relax. I have a message from my youngest to inform me he's on the train on the way back from his girlfriends and wont be long at 7.45, I then have another message at 8.00 i have bumped into my mate wont be long, another message at 9.30 gone spinning see you in a bit, final message at 11.05 I know this is short notice but don't wait up see you tomorrow....16 going on 26...way to ruin my night ggrrr why not just say your staying out in your earlier message, did I mention its the first night of half term???  I give up I'm going to bed!!!!!

The day after

Last night was fantastic and I am still smiling, it was just so nice to spend time with people who like and want to be around you because they just want to :-)) Leon was up early and off to football this morning and I am going to have a nice relaxing afternoon playing my new games and eating some chocolate and drinking coffee!!! Hope you all have a great saturday :-))

Happy birthday to me!!!!!

So here it is my year day of being 30 something before I hit the big 40!!! We have a rule at our house on your birthday morning you are only allowed your cards, pressies have to wait until tea time so you can have your cake and happy birthday song at the same time, so for me this wasn't a very good start to the day as Jake had decided he didn't want to get me one (to add to the not wanting to spend any of it with me) but I did receive beautiful cards of my hubby, Dad and youngest. I did get to play the games I had bought with the money my dad had given me though as they where on the ps3 yes naughty I know but it is my birthday!!!!!

My and my hubby went down to morrisons this afternoon to get in the few things for this evening that we still needed and then we came home when he cooked me a lovely fish and chips dinner with a cheeky glass of wine saying that it was around 4 pm lol and it is my birthday after all!!! Leon came home not long after and I got to open my pressies which I love very much and will surely keep me busy!!!

It wasn't long before we got all dressed up and ready to party :-)) and our friend came down for the evening bringing with him a very large box of choccies and two bottles of wine you are welcome any time!!!! I've had an awesome day for a change and didn't let anyone spoil it for me maybe this is a new start of things to come :-))

Almost there

Half way through the week and just one more day then its my birthday and this year I am actually starting to think it will go to plan, oopss that's done it, something or someone is already planing to spoil it for me as usual, now I mustn't start to think like that, I am going to do my best to make the most of my last birthday in my 30's :-))

I still have a blurry headache I am just starting to think it is something I am going to have to start getting used to as part of this condition but I am not taking any more pain killers that's for sure I just want to see if it can go on its own before Friday as I have a party to get through :-)) 

Day 4

And yes its still there, oh well. cant sit and dwell on the fact I guess I just need to get up and moving and see if that helps. So that's just what we did we took Jensen for a nice long walk to try clear my head. We did see some daffodils does that mean spring is officially trying to show us herself?? I do hope so I think we have all just had about enough of these 100mile an hour winds rain rain and more rain and flooding. Please mother nature we would love some nicer weather if you don't mind :-)) I don't remember the last time the winds where so damaging we have had several roads closed by us over the last week and buildings damaged not to mention how rough its been at the coast. My heart goes out to all those across the country that have been flooded as this happened to me as a child it is one of those things you will never forget and hope to only go through in your lifetime once its just so awful.

Day 3

And this headache just doesn't seem to be shifting anywhere, gonna be a long day I think.

Sunday blues

I went to bed last night with a headache and its still thumping this morning, I really hope this doesn't drag out over a week again these hormonal ups and downs are really beginning to get to me I for one will be just so glad when this hospital appointment finally arrives and they can do something to help me at long last. I got up to Leon playing GTA with Atlanta via psn while talking on skype these kids make me laugh its just so cute to see young love blooming the way they are and to see at least one of my boys happy and smiling in a relationship its just great :-)) 

Feeling brave tonight!!

Since I have had a few accidents from falling over the last 10 or so years with the last being the worst I have a terrible fear of falling and sometimes this gets me down. I know its not an irrational fear as I know the reasons behind it, but it seems to take over my life sometimes and this one is starting to get me down a bit if I'm more than honest as I have so many pretty shoes with heels that I am just so afraid to wear. Learning more and more this year that life is far too short I really must learn to start thinking about things and doing something about them, so saying that, I am walking around tonight in my high boots with heels to see how I go. We all have to start somewhere right???

Happy valentines day

To all those who celebrate this holidays, as for myself and hubby yes we shall be having a lovely meal and a few glasses of wine, but hey its friday night!!! and afterall thats what its for :-))

The day before

As a couple I don't think we have ever really done valentines day, I guess we try to show each other every day that we love each other and there shouldn't be just one day a year reserved for buying gifts and telling each other I love you or spending a romantic evening together, each day should try to be that little special and filled with love and romance, but then again we all know what is best for each of us I guess. So for all those who enjoy the holidays I hope you have a wonderful day and for the rest of us I'm sure we will carry on spending it the way we always do :-)) 

Baking

As I am in a baking mood and it is almost valentines day after all here are some welsh cakes I made earlier all heart shaped :-)) and I managed to take a quick photo before they were all eaten up!!!!

Family news

Today I got to spend some time with my Dad I went out shopping with him, but he is not well again. The condition he has in his chest has spread from the bottom of one of his lungs to fill it all the last tests he has had in the hospital have confirmed. I have got so close to my dad the last 10 years I dont like seeing him suffering as much as he is and I wish there was something more I could be doing for him. But I do all that I can to help when ever he does need me. So I guess I am doing everything I can in some way.

Stitchy update

I have spent a lot of time stitching on my wolves this evening, I am trying to get them finished as soon as I can there just doesnt always seem to be time when I have so much other stuff I want to do, its so dark its hard to justify putting on lights just for me to stitch im so looking forward to summer!!! I will post a photo in the next few days for you all to see.

Lazy sundays

And thats what I love about them, dont get me wrong I do get up early most sundays and I do cook a meal for my lot but I also love the fact that if you dont want to, you dont have to leave the house :-)) Hope you all get a lazy sunday too 

Sporty saturdays

Well more rugby and footie on today, Wales did really badly but thats ok I guess you cant win them all!!! At least Chelsea won and at this time we are sitting on top of the league :-)) big smiles from me :-)) This evening we are going to get up off our bums and play sports champions on the ps3 which I am really looking forward to even though I know I am gonna have sore arms tomorrow!!!! Enjoy your night!!!

PADDLING!!!!

Well at least the weather kept its word!! It was acually dry and the sun came out, was windy and cold but we managed to take Jensen for a walk across the beach. It was the first time we had taken him when the tide was in and although he was a little unsure of the water at first, he was soon diving in and out getting very wet!!! Which made for a wet dog/ sea smelling car on the way home haha but was great to watch him having so much fun!!!!

The dry weather didnt last long though and the winds and rain where back by evening, it was just lucky we had decided to clean up the garden a little and turn the trampoline upsaide down before it did. Ah well time to relax with a nice big glass of wine and spend some time with my boys xx

Still raining

Another cold wet dark day, I feel so sorry for Jensen theres just  no way we can take him out in this weather. Dont get me wrong we are wearing him out playing with him in the house but its just not the same, they are saying we are in for a break tomorrow sooo im keeping my fingers crossed we can take him to the beach :-)) 

At least its nearly all back!!!!

I love us tv shows I have a big list of them I just cant get enough of and tonight I am happy to see the return of Bones and Grimm two of my many faves :-) Its just a shame we get them so long after they have been on in the states as most of the time I managed to read most of the stuff thats happening from my facebook friends but there you go cant be helped I guess!!! So im off to cwtch up with hubby and sink into tv land for the next few hours :-))

WET WET WET

What a nightmare start to my day....went to go out in the car and it was like something possessed... I tried to start it up and all I had was lights flashing doors looking and unlocking and no going anywhere...yeap batteries gone £75 also gone to replace it, oh the joys of motoring.....

Thats all it seems to be doing, rain, rain and more rain.... roll on summer its so dark depressing and wet ive had enough already.....